Lay with me but a moment
Smile and take my hand,
Let’s Forget our worries
And accept what we don’t understand
Enjoy the goosebumps on our bodies
From being oh so close
Let’s memorize this moment in time
And forget the lives we chose
For just this moment it’s you and me
And nothing exists in this world
It could have been oh so different
Had only I been yours
It’s been some time since you’ve been gone
I have yet to shed a tear
Instead I’m filled with anger
And it’s worsened through the year
I remember you in your death bed
It encompasses me in fear
How did you ever end up that way
Too young, yet no longer here
You surrounded yourself in anger
Bitterness and lies
Your memories were tainted
Forgiveness never tried
You never were a mother
And you left me lacking tools
I stumble through, like half a person
As I learn new sets of rules
For the things you taught just don’t add up
I’m left wandering, so numb
Why did you ever have me
What is yet to come?
Will I finally shed that lonely tear
I have searched for all this time
It does not seem so likely
I’ve looked but cannot find
I wish I could thank you for my life
For years of memories and joy
Instead I thank the Lord above
For sparing me more of you
I do not want to miss you
So come here and grab my hand
Smother me with your magical kisses
For a moment, let’s not be friends
Gather me inside your arms
Throw me down upon the floor
Tear my clothes off, one by one
Make sure you shut the door
Hold my hands above my head
Let our fingers intertwine
Open your eyes and look at me
For this moment you are mine
A magnetic pull that never dies
Just moves with the changing tide
Finally coming to its fruition
For this moment, you are mine
And all those things we talked about
All the goosebumps we once shared
Come together, magically
As you take me, then and there
Lay with me a moment more
Hold me oh so tight
Get up but do not look back again
As you walk out into the night.
Meet me in a hotel room
The name of which won’t matter
We only need a bed at most
And perhaps, a shower
Grab me as I walk into the room
Kiss me in anticipation
Hurry, there’s only a few hours left
To work out our frustrations
Throw me down upon the sheets
Ravage with every caress
Kiss every last inch of me
Pull my hair, nip at my breast
Do things to me we spoke about
And add a few things more
Take me to heaven, hell and back
As I have never been before
Then leave me with no promises
We go back now, to just friends
With a memory to scorch our brains
Of the night that never ends
She stumbled to the kitchen floor
The bottle in her hand
She was trying to forget him
She could no longer understand
He consumed her waking hours
Even drifted in her dreams
The man she could not ever have
Her love for him, a tease
She couldn’t cry another tear
So she didn’t even try
She just lay there on that kitchen floor
And hoped that she would die
For then and only then
Would the memory of him depart
It was worth the life she threw away
To quiet the pain of her heart
The months, they passed
The seasons changed
She continued on that way
Never knowing that he loved her too
But couldn’t find the words to say
She aged a lifetime in a year
There was no “going back”
Life for her was over
The bottle won its attack
The ink in my pen has dried now
Like the tears once on my face
I look toward each day so nonchalant
I feel so out of place
Each day is new and different
Yet to me they are the same
Life has lost its spark, it’s luster
Since I last spoke your name
I tried to do what I had to do
Loving another or trying so hard
But at night when I would close my eyes
My heart defiantly stood
Because as night falls you always come to me
You hold me oh so tight
We dance until the morning
We kiss all through the night
I laugh as I never laughed before
I smile, I have no fear
Life is oh so colorful
At night when you are here
So yes each day lacks sunshine
Please nighttime, oh please come
So I can close my eyes and find you
Two empty souls now one
Finding a Way Back...... 